That's Not How It Goes

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May 2007

I hate being so completely alone

Havent spoken to a soul in days

No one bothered to pick up a phone

Nobody there to make sure I'm okay



I no longer believe in best friends

Because no one ever stays

There is no use in promising to stick around till the end

Because everyone finds a reason to go away



Love is no longer there either

There are less and less reasons to bother

What happened to the worlds good

I can't promise to stick around, even if I should



I have said I am sorry one too many times

Now that is the only thing I know

Thought if I gave it a while I would be fine

But I guess that is not how things go



Maybe one day I will be missed

But the razorblades are the only things I have yet kisssed

No one sticks around long enough to care

The knife is the only friend that has always been there



Maybe that is now how it goes

But it works fine for me

Pain is the only thing I know

Forever I will be alone in misery

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