Left underneath the shadows,
Lost inside the old me
Falling under temptation
Living in sin
Another slash, another cut on my wrist
Just to end the pain, or to give life a twist
Save your pleas, they are not needed
I am still the one un-defeated
My heart, in pain, has always beated
I keep on living though I have been so mistreated
You don't know where I have been
You have no clue what I have seen
You don't know anything
Your life, so surreen
You try to fix the pain, but you don't know how
I'm so lost under the shadows
You bring me back to my old self
Bring back my addiction
So superficial, you are the temptor of this temptation
You bring on my need to bleed
The need to hurt, the need to die
You are the reason I choose to cry
I never needed someone so deeply before and now I cant live without you
Every moment without you I am a total mess
That is something hard to confess
Yet at the same time, I feel so blessed
I am so lucky to have you in my life and to be able to love you
You are my everything
No matter how good or bad
You help me to make it through all the sad
You are better than any knife
You are my addiction for life