Eyes filled with pain
A heart like a car that is waiting to crash
The memories race through my mind
Insanity is all that I can find
No lights or colours
No tunnels of sound
Only the pain remains to be found
Is this really worth anything at all
In conflict the weak try to stall
Out of anger I punch the wall
Blame it on the weather or blame it on bad luck
But I am finding it hard to even give a fuck
Who is the lucky one here
The one living a life without fear
Time does not make things better
For the broken hearted time does not exist
To feel pain is something I obviously cant resist
I keep on repeating the same mistakes
as I once again slash my wrists
The blood pouring from them, it stops the pain from beating
Cant you feel that my soul is leaving
Bring back the madness with your screaming at me
Proving I can do nothing right
I slow down, try to stay calm, but always end up in a fight
Left with less than before
Breaking inside more and more
This life is worthing nothing
Something is not right
Maybe I should end it tonight
I like this one
Let's just say I crashed so long ago...