It shows on my face that I am very insecure
I hear people say in the end it will all work out, but of that I am not so sure
Everytime love walked in, it just as quickly walked out
So I waste my days away and wonder what its all about
I am a total mess and that is the awful truth
No one ever believes in that, but I have the proof
Lovely I am not, oh how I wish I could be like you..
Inside my heart is bleeding black and blue
Bitter from all the loves that I have lost
Wantd to give up so many times no matter what the coset
Saving my tears for a rainy day
Too bad the pain Just couldnt stay away
The city lights shine up one me and I realize I am home
Oh such a hollow feeling, being all alone..
Dying to leave this place, oh to go far away..
Praying fro the day when I will get to break the chains that make me stay
Choking on the silence, I cannot utter a single word
Fearing what would happen if I were to be heard
So I sit back int the corner all quiet and alone..
This is not somewhere I belong, it is not my real home
Such a hollow feeling being stuck in this place..
I feel I am out of reach, stuck in outer space..
I am surrounded by all these people that continuelly say they care..
But when I look to find them, they are simply never there.