So afraid to get too close
Even though I am the girl you chose
You love me exactly the way that I am
But still I am so uncomfortable in my own skin
Afraid that once you see what is hidden under all my baggy clothes that you would leave
You say that you love me no matter what and I try to believe
But my scars, they are all over
I wonder would you still want to be my lover
I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to be the one you fell in love with
I feel so honoured to get to spend the rest of my life with you
But still I fear you will end up leaving me because I am not a pretty girl
But I would do anything to give you my whole world
I have been selfish, I have been fake
But I have been trying for your sake
I lived in a depression that I just couldnt shake
Trying to save my life yet towards the knife I run towards every time my heart seems to break
Does it break from loves losses..?
No, I have found a love that is true and that will alway stay
But still it breaks inside..and I am tired of not knowing the reason why
So many nights I awake at midnite and into my pillow I cry...