Tears fall down my tainted face
Nothing in this world could ever replace....
...the warmth of your smile, your soft gentle touch....
To ask for one more moment, would that be asking for too much?
Goodbye is all I have left in my heart
I loved you so very much but I cant keep going on when I have been ripped apart
Do I have any worth...then why does this have to hurt..?
I would have proudly worn your love on my sleeve....but in the end all you could ddo was leave...
I tried to hold on till the very end, only to find I couldnt keep playing pretend
My heart could not hold onto all the pain, I was in a drought but could not keep praying for rain
Crying myself to sleep each and every night
Knowning in my heart that I would never again be alright
Nothing left for me to give
I find no remorse nor reason to live
All alone in a room that is so full
So alone in a world so cold and cruel
Wanted love everlasting,
only to find tears and heartache
Wanted everything to turn out okay
But there is not much more pain I am able to take
It is always the same old thing
I am always ruining everything
I am messed up and falling apart
Time to give up and retire my heart
Goodbye so simple, yet complex to say
Especially when it is the hardest choice to walk away
Goodbye, please return to me my heart
So I can put it away before any one else can rip it apart
So long to smiles, so long to laughter
There is no such thing as happily ever after
So long to true love, so long to the one
So long to finding a reason to go on...
I hold onto theh fear and that is what keeps me alive
I look in my heart to find it hard to survive
Numbness closes me within
To the endless bleeding I succumb and give in....