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February 2007

Tears fall down my tainted face

Nothing in this world could ever replace....

...the warmth of your smile, your soft gentle touch....

To ask for one more moment, would that be asking for too much?



Goodbye is all I have left in my heart

I loved you so very much but I cant keep going on when I have been ripped apart

Do I have any worth...then why does this have to hurt..?

I would have proudly worn your love on my sleeve....but in the end all you could ddo was leave...



I tried to hold on till the very end, only to find I couldnt keep playing pretend

My heart could not hold onto all the pain, I was in a drought but could not keep praying for rain

Crying myself to sleep each and every night

Knowning in my heart that I would never again be alright



Nothing left for me to give

I find no remorse nor reason to live

All alone in a room that is so full

So alone in a world so cold and cruel



Wanted love everlasting,

only to find tears and heartache

Wanted everything to turn out okay

But there is not much more pain I am able to take



It is always the same old thing

I am always ruining everything

I am messed up and falling apart

Time to give up and retire my heart



Goodbye so simple, yet complex to say

Especially when it is the hardest choice to walk away

Goodbye, please return to me my heart

So I can put it away before any one else can rip it apart



So long to smiles, so long to laughter

There is no such thing as happily ever after

So long to true love, so long to the one

So long to finding a reason to go on...



I hold onto theh fear and that is what keeps me alive

I look in my heart to find it hard to survive

Numbness closes me within

To the endless bleeding I succumb and give in....

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