No Happily Ever After

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February 2007

This is how the story goes



The pain of the truth that nobody knows



Day after day I get further from a reason



I lose myself in this dazed season





Spinning around, the thoughts are trapped in my mind



I look to the sky but only darkness I am able to find



Wanting to find a bit of hope to go on



But there is nothing there to save me if you were gone





Losing sleep, I havent slept since I can remember



Honestly I havent slept since our stolen December



I said I would see you, I would see you around...



But you are gone forever,never to be found





Cant stop the hurting, the haunting in my soul



I wanted to be with you forever, that was my lifelong goal



Now My heart has turned black as coal



Ever since you walked in innocently and in the end it was my heart you stole





Can't carry on in this shameful charade



Cant go on with this mess that you so carefully made



I dont need you to pick up the pieces, just go, be gone



But I am not sure I will ever be able to heal and move on





Dying inside but no one can hear my painful cries



I live a life that is fake because there is no reasonn to not lie



I wont know happiness, I wont know laughter



To me there is no such thing as happily ever after

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