This is how the story goes
The pain of the truth that nobody knows
Day after day I get further from a reason
I lose myself in this dazed season
Spinning around, the thoughts are trapped in my mind
I look to the sky but only darkness I am able to find
Wanting to find a bit of hope to go on
But there is nothing there to save me if you were gone
Losing sleep, I havent slept since I can remember
Honestly I havent slept since our stolen December
I said I would see you, I would see you around...
But you are gone forever,never to be found
Cant stop the hurting, the haunting in my soul
I wanted to be with you forever, that was my lifelong goal
Now My heart has turned black as coal
Ever since you walked in innocently and in the end it was my heart you stole
Can't carry on in this shameful charade
Cant go on with this mess that you so carefully made
I dont need you to pick up the pieces, just go, be gone
But I am not sure I will ever be able to heal and move on
Dying inside but no one can hear my painful cries
I live a life that is fake because there is no reasonn to not lie
I wont know happiness, I wont know laughter
To me there is no such thing as happily ever after