I messed up
I am so very sorry
I made a mistake,
Just dont give up on me
I take it back
All the words I said
I cant bare to lose you
I would rather be dead
Lets just lie here,
forget the cold, cruel world
Just stay by my side, please stay near
Don't forget that I am forever your girl
I didn't mean to hurt you
Please don't walk away
Give me one more chance, I beg of you
Please just stay
Again I here you say,
' You are such a dissapointment, such a disgrace,
Get out of my way,
get the fuck out of my face'
What did I do this time...?
I wonder how did i mess up so bad
I must have been a fucking dissapointment
To lose the best thing I ever had
I can't dig myself out of this one
You said you had enough of my screwups
You wonder why you stayed through all of my mistakes
You were out, there was nothing more you could take.
I hate myself for what I did
I hate myself for losing you
I hold the knife in my hand
Just hoping I have enough courage to say I am through