Eyes stinging and dry from all the tears that I have cried
I cant forgive myself for killing myself inside
Losing you is something I never wanted
Yet I am doubting you and throwing away all that we have
It is not that I dont love you, because I do, thats all that is in my heart
Something however, is killing me and tearing me apart
I would never wnat to hurt you, or to treat you bad
Yet I cant fight that inside I am feeling so darn sad
So why does my heart keep breaking...?
I found the greatest love ever, and I cant be saved...
Inside I feel so hollow, so empty....
Somehow I just cant fill the hunger I crave
Lost inside my hollow shell,
I can feel the shambles cackle and yell
Safe inside my darkened room
Am I just waiting for my impending doom...?
Jeer all you want, mock me, whatever you feel is best...
Just don't say you love me only to abandon me like the rest
Don't put me through the pain that I know you could
Please don't hurt me, I hope that is understood
Loving you as much as I do takes some work
Only because of how much I have been hurt
So afraid at times of getting so close
Sometimes I wonder why it is me that you chose
Then there are moments that I feel so high
With you there I feel as though I could fly
You are the ohnly one with whom I would dance
All because you are the only one who ever gave me a real chance
You were there when others walked out
You stood by my side, gave me somewhere to stand
I love you without a shadow of a doubt
That will always be the truth shown in my hands