Would you even care if I died
Do you even notice all the times I have cried
You say that you love me, that you'll always be there
But as I look around I see you are not anywhere
Would you even notice if I were gone
Would you be happy, would you be sad
Would you be weak, would you be able to carry on
Would you feel good, would you feel bad
Would you cry if you woke up tomorrow and I was not there
Would you feel hate, or regret for things done or gone unsaid
Would your heart be filled in despise
Or would you continue to tell me lies
You say you love me, but Is it just fake
You don't want me to hurt, dont want my heart to break
Stop your false pretending, I don't give a fuck
Try that on for size, you need luck
No more secrets,
no more lies,
its killing me
Killing me on the inside
You'll get what you deserve one day
Now that you know the truth, do you have anything to say
I wonder will you ever be truthful
Or will you just continue creating your alibis
you look into my eyes,
thinking you'll see inside,
see the million pieces that I continue to hide,
but you will never see what is real,
until you are able to love me and able to deal.
You think you can just walk inside and watch me burn,
I hope you are happy for things you'll never learn...
You can't control everything...im never coming home again,
say goodbye and see you.
My hearts too broken, too broken to heal...
crying inside, I dont want to feel.
Can't you see I'm bleeding, bleeding myself dry...
don't you see that I would just rather lay down and die...