Would You Even Care?

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January 2007

Would you even care if I died

Do you even notice all the times I have cried

You say that you love me, that you'll always be there

But as I look around I see you are not anywhere



Would you even notice if I were gone

Would you be happy, would you be sad

Would you be weak, would you be able to carry on

Would you feel good, would you feel bad



Would you cry if you woke up tomorrow and I was not there

Would you feel hate, or regret for things done or gone unsaid

Would your heart be filled in despise

Or would you continue to tell me lies



You say you love me, but Is it just fake

You don't want me to hurt, dont want my heart to break

Stop your false pretending, I don't give a fuck

Try that on for size, you need luck



No more secrets,

no more lies,

its killing me

Killing me on the inside



You'll get what you deserve one day

Now that you know the truth, do you have anything to say

I wonder will you ever be truthful

Or will you just continue creating your alibis



you look into my eyes,

thinking you'll see inside,

see the million pieces that I continue to hide,

but you will never see what is real,



until you are able to love me and able to deal.

You think you can just walk inside and watch me burn,

I hope you are happy for things you'll never learn...

You can't control everything...im never coming home again,

say goodbye and see you.



My hearts too broken, too broken to heal...

crying inside, I dont want to feel.

Can't you see I'm bleeding, bleeding myself dry...

don't you see that I would just rather lay down and die...

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