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Carving into my flesh yet another time

Thought by now I would be used to the pain and that I would be fine

But it is still too strong to deal with just yet

I want it all to be over so I can just forget



Never wanted it to turn out like this

Thought we would spend forever in eternal bliss

You walked out the door after vowing to stay

Dying inside,  I know I will never be okay



I feel so weak but told I am strong

I know inside however they are all wrong

Wanting to die, no one really understands

They would if they were to live life in my hands



Such a mistake, only hurting everyone who cares

Making them all stray; the ones that would always be there

Can't go one day without feeling the blood seep

Nightmares haunt me so I can't seem to sleep



My thoughts are running at warped speed

I feel that a slowdown is just what I need

Soon I am going to crash and burn

Watch as the ashes taught me, telling me I am a huge mistake and how I will never learn