Fear running like wildfyre through my mind
I only want to be in your arms that are loving and kind
But I am so afraid that we'll never really be together
and that we will keep on waiting forever
Crying myself to sleep yet other time
Knowing that if I were to lose you I would never be fine
So I'll wait until your insecurities flee
Then I will fall in love with you all over again with the sweet things you say to me
I am getting tired of the back and forth
My heart is in shattered pieces from the pain and torment your decisions cause my soul
Can't take the pain inside
So i gnaw into my flesh another gaping hole
Just cut me open and let me bleed
I will pour an ocean of crimson tears if you were ever to leave
You are my life, my love, my everything
and without you I am completely nothing
Is my love too hard for you to wear
Is it a heavy burden, can you keep on loving me like this
Will you always care
I just want to know, will you always be there?