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Wanting to change from what I have become

But scared that all the good that has come would come undone

Want to break through the sadness, want to make you proud

I just don't want to lose the love that I have found



Want to get rid of this mask that I hide behind

Want to hold onto all the good that I find

Just toss all the bad away

Live life as if it were my very last day



I don't want to miss out on the good moments, the memories will always stick around

I just dont want sadness and pain to be the only thing to be found

So I will sacrifice and let go of my fear

I will just close my eyes and pretend that you are here



I got to stop all the lies I am feeding everyone, stop being such a joke

Hurting all around me, to the point they hope I choke

No one wanting to come near, they all walk the other way

I am such a damn mistake, the reason they dont want to stay



My anger is always turning people away, my fighting makes them want to run

My stubborness always pushes them further, my impatience like a gun

My guilt and my sorrow I wear so very well

Pretending to everyone that I am okay, all the while, I am living in hell