Secret thoughts

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December 2006

My secret thoughts freeflow

Somewhere hidden where no one will dare go

Waiting for the signs to show

For the end when we will finally know



Sacred thoughts and secret dreams

Hidden under guilt and shame

Nothing is what it seems

This life we lead is just a game?



All the tears are neverending

The pain it seems to be unbending

A cut to relief the pain inside

Selfish and fake, inside somewhere, a part of me has died



My heart broken in a million pieces

Shattered and falling to the floor

Screaming out in agony

I want none of this, no more



Under all the baggy clothes I wear,

Are all the scars that go hidden

Cant bear to let a soul see what I have done

Just want to start all over and have this all to have never begun



Day after day I feel more gone

When you are put into something too much,

Do you become immune?

Well, I just never knew that the numbness would kick in so soon








Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written on Christmas

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