My secret thoughts freeflow
Somewhere hidden where no one will dare go
Waiting for the signs to show
For the end when we will finally know
Sacred thoughts and secret dreams
Hidden under guilt and shame
Nothing is what it seems
This life we lead is just a game?
All the tears are neverending
The pain it seems to be unbending
A cut to relief the pain inside
Selfish and fake, inside somewhere, a part of me has died
My heart broken in a million pieces
Shattered and falling to the floor
Screaming out in agony
I want none of this, no more
Under all the baggy clothes I wear,
Are all the scars that go hidden
Cant bear to let a soul see what I have done
Just want to start all over and have this all to have never begun
Day after day I feel more gone
When you are put into something too much,
Do you become immune?
Well, I just never knew that the numbness would kick in so soon