I wish I knew an easy answer
To the hardest decison to make
The one wrong choice my world would shatter
But I fear it will, no matter which direction I take
I could stay here and make him wait
What if he could not hold on
I could go to him
But what if we found out that our love was wrong
I am stuck here with all of this confusion
Heartbeat pounding through my head
I am so scared that I will lose him either way
and if I lose him, I am better off dead
So what should I do, what should I say
Before he gets suspicious
I am not trying to hurt him
I just don't know what to do
Either way someone will get hurt
and I know it is all my fault
I am the one to blame
If there was anything I could do to fix this
It would not take a second thought
But I am afraid that theres nothing more that I can do here
I am holding onto this all by one single thread