How can I face myself, when I can't justify
I try to make things right, but I just tell another lie
I let you down, I did you wrong
I made a mistake and now you are gone
I can't look in the mirror, cant see staring back at me the reason you are not there
I pushed you away, I acted so unfair
You always loved me for better or for worse
Now I am dying inside, could I be a curse
I try to hide how I feel inside but it gets harder everyday
We promised things, you promised to always stay
I guess however things change and time moves on
but I am nothing, since you have been gone
I try to find something else to live for but all I find is pain
Another wasted day full of sorrow, another day lived in vain
I want to find happiness that will never cease
Maybe some hope, possibly peace
but for the time being I know that wont come
Maybe in the future I may find me some
I will keep on living life this way
I am not one to give up so easily