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The Misery in My Head
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January 2007 You say the way I am acting is so dangerous
You're scared, even worried that if I don't get help soon I'll end up dead
But I see no danger, no trouble in my ways
Or maybe I am just in love with the misery in my head
I don't need your help, nor do I want it
Best go fix yourself, I am not that broken
I sure don't want your pity, definately I don't need your guilt
It is just another reason for me to hurt myself
You say I deserve to be happy, That I don't deserve all of this pain
How can you say that when I fuck up everything
I hate myself completely...
What is it that you don't understand,
why don't you try to live life in my hands?
No reason to go on, nothing good can I forsee
Being a huge mistake is the only thing that I can see
Ready to run headfirst into traffic, take me out of this misery
Then I think how for everyone else it would be
I think of that boy who loves me
Are his feelings of desperation?
How could he love a heart so cold and angry
How could he stand by my side when all I feel is empty
You say the way I am acting is dangerous
and if I don't stop soon I would be dead
Why do you care if I make it through?
Am I just in love with the misery in my head?
