dont know where I am heading
I don't know if there is anything for me to gain
I can't see down the path I am taking
It all just feels so crazy, so insane
I take a glance in the mirror,
I don't like what I see
That horrible image staring back at me
Such a disgrace, how did I get this way
I know it is something that will never be fixed
Everytime I try to fix things, I become more broken
I just end up feeling worse,
Could I be cursed?
How can someone else love me
When I dont even like myself
Will I ever be able to take my heart off of the shelf
I'll never surrender,
I know that I may hurt forever
My paper heart will forever be ruined
I cut it in two with my own pair of scissors
Wondering if I will ever stop the pain I am causing myself
I'm addicted to the pain, addicted to my own pain...
So tell me now, am I cursed?
Is there need to go on?
Am I broken, am I too far gone?
Am I cursed?