Tears run down
My fevered cheeks
Red and swollen eyes
Yet I can't stop from crying
Wondering why I feel so much pain
Seems I would be no stranger to the rain
But on nights like this,
The rain is cold and lonely
Not comforting like usual
Running away from the painful scene
The yelling and fighting, will it ever stop
I know it is all my fault, I ruin lives
I cause everyone around me to fall apart
So I run to my sacred corner
With my best friends,
The razor blades and knives
and cut myself once again
To release myself from what I have done to everyone else
At least for a little while
Will it ever get better
That is doubtful
It never does, it only gets worse as time rolls on
Day by day I am a bit more gone
Is the end near
I can't hold on much longer I fear