Crying myself to sleep once again
Is it right?
Is it wrong?
I am weak,
Although you may think of me as strong
I die inside without love
But when it gets too close,
I push it away
Is it all a game?
A life lead in total disgust and shame
Who is the one to blame?
Trying to find 'the one'
With whom I can change my last name
No more need for running around
I am ready to stop and settle down
Time to find that small one horse town
Where I would build a home
A home that is real
Only filled with lots of love
No more hate
A home filled with friends and famly
Someone who would stand by my side for always
I know it may sound crazy
Like I am settling way too soon
But I am ready for whatever lies ahead
and I don't want to be alone...
No, I don't want to be alone...
I am ready to go home...