Looking in the mirror I cringe
I can't stand that ugly thing staring back
It is so horrible
I wish that was not my reflection
I close my eyes
and pray that when I open them
I will see something beautiful
So I count to three and open them
1.................2................3.................
Still the same disgusting me
There is no pretty face
No body moving with grace
It is like I am looking
Through those tripped up carnival mirrors
But this is for real
I can't afford to see my reflection
Because if I do,
I will want to die
So instead all of my life,
I try to hide