How can I feel so angry
How can I be so mad
These tears wont stop falling
Why do I feel so sad
How did I let life get like this
How did it get this bad
Lately I am angry all the time
Cannot find happiness
Wondering if it even exists
I cannot understand this
Whenever something gets this way
I resort to cutting myself
It seems that is the only happiness I can find
Running around in mad confusion
I cannot find any peace of mind
I punch the wall in my anger
This person I have become is a stranger
I no longer know who I am
This person I see staring back at me
Through the mirror
Is nothing like the real me
Who is this girl with scars and bruises
Who is this girl with rage written all over her face
No longer do I long to go on living
I am ready to go
Ready to leave this place
I have no hope left inside
Feels completely empty
All chances for happiness have died
I raise the knife
Watching as it gleams in the light of the sun
Then I lower it to my wrist
I will end it all
With a story written in my flesh