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The pain I feel, it never goes away

It has become a part of me

Attached, distracts me constantly

It is standing on my shoulders,

heave like the weight of the entire world



The disaster has become my life

I cant seem to seperate myself from the pain

It is just a horid, deadly habit

Tearing myself apart again



I cant remember the last time I had a good thought

Good is everything that I am not

Don't you see all the battles that I have fought

I dont know how I have never been caught



The world cant see me hurting

So next time, I will make sure they see

As I rip myself open, I will make them sit and watch me bleed

Never did they care before, but maybe they will feel the shame

Maybe then, they will take some of the blame



For so long I had to deal with the pain all alone

As a ghost in the world, the streets I would silently roam

I was lost in my own painful zone

Just waiting to find somewhere to belong, someplace that I could call home



But that place has yet to be found

Searching constantly, hoping I find it before I dig myself a hole six feet underground

You break my heart without even a trace or a sound

Will I ever be homebound?



So confused, I need some clarity as to why I feel this way

The pain only contiues day after day

I wish it wouldnt want to stay

But it just wont take a hint and go away