Lost in the darkness
The truth goes unknown
Cannot seem to find happiness
Only pain and sadness can be shown
Living in a neverending nightmare
I hide in the presense of strangers
No one I know is ever there
I find myself constantly causing danger
Would it be okay, would it be alright...
What if I were to end my life tonight
Right now it is not too late to save my life
But here in my hand I hold the knife
One slice through the flesh and the blood starts to pour
No matter how much I bleed, the world will still demand more
Makes me wonder what I am fighting for
On wings of angels, my dreams will never again soar
There is nothing left for me to believe in
Everything I believed in before chose to leave
Left so broken and so depressed
Dying alone, nothing to fill the hunger in my soul, so stressed
I cant believe I lived for this
Nothing much I would have missed
Nothing good to remember
I am tired of all of this, I surrender
I only remember to surrender