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Emotions displayed for the whole world to see

So depressed, how could it be

So broken heart, damaged and bruised

This life is messed up, I'm tired of being used



Spinning, the thoughts are trapped in my mind

Absolutely no peace of mind I'm able to find

So scared , so very weary

Pain is my only theory



Cannot trust a soul, always been let down

Silence, so disturbing, I cannot hear a sound

I feel so guilty, I'm so full of shame

I hate this, but I, once again, take the blame



I refuse help, yet I continue to cry

I hate it when everyone chooses to lie

But I have no room to be talking

I am just a fake, in this world walking



Impure by nature, I live in sin

I completely hate myself within

So dirty, so filthy

Hate me, dont forgive me



Break me into a million pieces and cut me with the shards

Take the blade and press down hard

Make me bleed, it is what I deserve

Do it if you have the nerve



I am fucked up, loveless, rejected, denied

I am walked on, but I wont back down and dont know when to quit

A million crimson and tainted tears I have cried

I wont let go until I get a hit, I cant take anymore of this shit



So pissed off, so much hurt

I have to say I have no worth

So broken, I am choking

Happiness just wont work



Bettter off dead,

That is what I said



I wont take it back, it is the truth

You will see I have the proof

So let go of saving me, this will never shake

This life is not worth what fixing it will take



I never meant to let me die

I swear, I gave living a good try



Lying on the floor, in a haze

Slowly waiting as the life seeps through my scarred skin

I take the knife and with the only strength left....

End my life of sin...