Winter has come and gone and we are still not together
Do you remember our dreams of our forever
I thought we had a bond that could never sever
But it seems we are holding on by the weight of a feather...
Is what we share all talk and no action
I am sorry to say, but that holds no satisfaction
I thought we had a common attraction
But perhaps you only fed me false affection
You brought color back into my life
You took away my need for the knife
You held me close and got rid of my strife
You made everything seem better wehn you asked me to be your wife
Now I wonder, if you were only telling lies
You sat back while creating my demise
I hope you feel a bit of shame when you hear my painful cries
I sit back wondering where I went wrong as you turned out to be like all the other guys
I thought you were different, but you were just like the rest
But I was so naive to believe that you were the best
Was our love just a test
I guess I dont really belong in this world, as I am just a guest
Things were so good for a while, I thought I was on a roll
However, I did not know I sold to the devil my very own soul
Once it was so full of life, now its black as coal
I cant resist the temptation nof the razorblade and cut into my flesh another gaping hole
I was such a fool to believe in your so called 'good' name
You just wanted me to be the next pawn in your game
You filled my life with guilt and shame
Made me feel as if I was the one to blame
You were a clever liar, damn you were so good
You hurt me more than I ever thought you could
I loved you more than I knew I should
If I could take it back, I would
You cut me open and watched me bleed
Taking all that you didnt even need
I hope you had fun doing your deed
Why couldnt you be happy with me, you were always in the lead
I guess I just was not good enough
You didnt want or need my love
You were my worst critic, you were too rough
Prooving me it is worthless believing in anything, not even the one above
You took away my faith and all I believed
the moment you broke your promise and chose to leave
I always wore my love for you on my sleeve
I just cant believe that I could ever be so childish and naive