Memories they do consume
Even though I am awake
Feels like I am dreaming
This feeling I cannot seem to shake
My nitemares all around me
I need to not feel a thing
I need to be numb
So I no longer feel the pain
All alone for hours
Walking in the cold and pouring rain
I am walking through the memories
Shedding the ashes of my former self
The old and forgotten me
That got stuck upon a shelf
I need to find a new dream
To consume myself in
Instead of all the pain