I push you away
everytime that we get close.
You say that you love me
&& that I am the one you chose.
we cling to one another.
&& then we fall apart.
I wonder if this love we share
will ever get a start.
My heart black as coal
and my tears a crimson red.
Most of the days I wake
I wish that I was dead.
I try to make my heart hate you,
but it never does work out.
In reality,
you are the one that I cannot live without. The closer we get to being together...
It seems we only are further apart.
my heart aches so much inside
and my eyes won't stop pouring all my tears.