poems..
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~You bring me out of my element
you started the fire, so surreal,
a new chemical engaging romance
the hallucigens exploding in time,
both of us reacting in a rhyme,
another embrace,
in orbit in outerspace,
we are frozen, standing still,
brought together against our will,
Is this real or is this just make believe
Your purple hair and clear-blue eyes,
they hide the real you,
your disguise
they cover up all of your lies
you always bring me out of my element,
and you brought to me a new chemical engaging romance
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~* I met someone today,
and to my strongest dismay,
he loved me,
Two shattered and distant worlds
brought together by the same interests,
they greatly impacted each others lives,
he changed my life,
I'd forgotten how to smile,
till he said those words to me,
Can't hide the fact that I'm disaster,
sometimes i don't know where to begin
you don't want to go to the places i have been
i want someone who has the baggage to go with mine
i know he loves me,
and we'll both be fine
its all just a matter of time
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I can see it in your eyes,
the endless pain,
you never want to look over your shoulder,
or look back into your past,
wishing that someone would love you,
but everyone chose to walk away,
Abandon you, leaving you astray,
you drown out your memories with all you tears,
hidden beneath the ashes
that embrace your fears
but look inside your heart,
you'll find someone who loves you,
completely; for who you are,
listen to that with all of your heart,
if you look inside,
you'll find the missing part,
the beat of your heart,
the one that stays,
the one that loves you,
no matter the distance...
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I'll always remember that horrid nite
the pain was all i could feel
seemed there was only once choice; death
life was falling apart a bit more every day
the abuse too much to take
felt like, why go on,
i was a huge mistake
i wasnt supposed to be alive
so i thought i'd take my own life,
misery consumed me,
i had the knife sitting by my side,
and the pills in my hand
that shook with an unknown insanity
the next thing i know,
you told me you loved me
i just couldnt understand
one question raced through my mind
why?
the only right answer was,
you were one of a kind
i gave up my vices
and starting walkingn down the straight path
thanks to your love and devotion
churning through my mixed emotions
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would you be here tomorrow for me
if i was fading away
you say that you love me,
but would you get scared
or would you hold me tight and forever stay
if my weary eyes couldnt stay open
would you sing me to sleep
would you steal my heart
and hold it as yours to keep
would you hold it in your hands
so gentle and deep
would you comfort my tears if i started to weep
if it was raining would you cuddle with me by the fire
would you be my prince charming
my white knight upon his firey steed
would you?
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you know that i love you and will for always
but if tomorrow never comes
will you know how much
will you know you were my only,
my forever, for always, my truest
there with me through the bluest,
lonliest of times
will the love that i shared through the days before
be enough for you to make it through
well,
i love you more than anyone else
more than life itself,
you are my dream come true,
i would do anything for you
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Mysterious eyes filled with rage
a tired and weary heart
stuck in a cage
left on the shelf ot be shown to the world
but nover out for anyone to care
dusty from the years
and all the unturned pages
if not ended to with care,
it could shatter from the ages
being kept hidden
ashes of dust fall to the floor
and tears fall like rain
the weary heart lets itself out of its shell,
its cage,
its doomed hell
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For many years
i woke up in a room all alone
my living hell,
my endless nitemare
never being able to forget
that horrible thing called regret
they say, 'you are young,
love is on the way'
is that true?
how do you know when its coming to you?
another day without someone there
to have and to hold
all the nites so dark and lonely
it is not good to hold on to heartbreak
but i can't seem to let go
maybe it is true that love is on the way,
somehow,someday
but i still don't believe
because in my heart
i am not deserving
is love on the way?
is it true?
is it coming soon?
will my impending doom
ever end?
will love find me again?
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i would do anything for you
walk to the ends of the sea
prove to you that you are deserving
help to show you that i am different
that i would always stay
never will i walk away
i'll prove you wrong,
my feelings are just too strong
every step i take is for you
everything i do is for you
i would build a bridge
from you to me
and together forever
is how we would always be
i would always defend you
love you,
and stand by your side
i'll always be a safe place for you to hide
i would swim every ocean
and walk to the ends of the earth
just for you
to prove to you my love
and devotion
i love you so,
now i hope you know