she woke up with a pounding head
tears fall like raindops
she goes back to her bed
mascara falls from the night before
her pillow soaked wet with fears
her hears beats faster
but despite that she feels dead
she wishes it as well
all because she need no longer dread
her life falls apart right in front of
her eyes
her heart keeps bleeding
no mattter how hard she tries
her hearts been broken many times before
she looks out her tainted window
and wonders what the sun is out for
the only thing that can bring her any joy
is walking in the rain
she does this so no one else can see her
cries of pain
everyone thinks of her as a big mistake
they do not realize that they cause her
a lot of heartache