Once good things
drifted through the air
misery hid behind my smiles
that once were real
pain did not drown my every tomorrow
my life wasnt a complete sorrow
then one night that all faded
i looked up to the sky
and saw myself jaded
what had happened to the girl
with the big bright smile?
her life had become so defiled
her heart broken and left there to bleed
never getting what she always did need
she lost all hope with all the lies
becoming the girl who always cries
now she cuts deep into her flesh
all because she hopes to die