Another night i am alone
Another night i turn off my phone
Another night alone in the dark
Another night without a spark
I find No light to guide my way
or no help from this despair
an acted of hatred drifts through the air
Misery keeps calling my name
seems like misery is the only reason i stay sane
through the tainted windows of my soul
i can see the rain falling
just like the tears fall from my eyes
trying to keep me from this pain
I walk to the darkenened corner of my room
ready for the end...willing yet weak
no matter how loud i am screaming
it seems like not a soul can hear me speak
tears keep falling as mascara runs down
fast enough that soon i may drown
I pick up the knife as my hearts start to race
i ponder if i would have the courage this time
to press down hard on my skin
to release all the bad things i feel within
blood pouring down onto the floor
and my last breath will be breathed nevermore