I wake up each mourning
to welcome the bright new day
my head aching and mascara smeared
i walk to the mirror to look at my reflection
hoping for something to change...
hoping for once i would look pretty
but its always the same old me as i had feared
my eyes look so tired and weak
they are swollen and red from the night before
when i cried myself to sleep,
not like that is anything new.
i start to cringe the longer i look in the mirror
so i stumble back to my bed and lie down
no one bothered to call
if i would have died,
no one would have noticed
i want to stay secluded from the world
its much better that way
no chance for a broken heart
i wouldnt have to worry if anyone would stay
no broken promises to care for
maybe i would always be alone
but for my whole life i have always felt abandoned
so not like that is anything different
others should go on with their lives
I am just another hopeless case.