I'm so tired of being here
I'm so tired of merely existing
I'm so tired of hurting all the time
I'm so tired of feeling so distant and so cold
I'm so tired of not being able to warm up to anyone..
I'm so tired of feeling so alone and only having myself to blame
Even though its out of my hands,
i am not insane
People treat me like crap,
like i am an actor in this movie of life
like they can take advantage of me ...
and use me for their own use..
they need to stop their abuse
and treat me like a human being ...
I'm so tired of it all....