This nostalgia has come back to haunt me
all the memories of the past have come to stay
never letting me find a brighter day
i keep all these rituals just trying to keep you away
i hear your narcisstic cries as you look longingly in the mirror
even though your mirror is the fine line between life and death
One side you see the person you used to be
and on the other side is who you are pretending to be
Will you ever be able to see the truth?
this dialogue has become tainted with so many lies
my reality is your living conflict, the chaos that you have created
your philosophy is atrophy
causing your motivation to waste away
you have no charisma, no charm
only causing dilemmas
becoming the drama queen you never wished to be
watch as your black soul disintegrates into ashes
that were burnt deep down to the inner of your core
living your life has become such a chore
you let down your mentor of life..
giving up, losing the fight to survive
how can you win with the lack of light?
do you regret what you have done?
do you regret what you have become?
you lost all humanism; turning into a robot
following others mistakes
causing others heartbreak,
all because you dont know how to give nor take
will you ever stop;
or will you try to reach the top?
Hurting others along the way,
wondering why nobody ever stays....