A girl...
stands alone in the rain
it is dark
and there is not another soul in sight
she looks up at the city
through the pouring rain
and sees all the lights
how come nobody wants her around?
Her boyfriend broke up with her..
and her friends all got into a huge fight..
and her parents told her she was a huge mistake
and that she didn't deserve to be alive
she just wanted to die..
in that moment, in that instance
she thought and she pondered of how she could change..
but she wouldn't learn till the future the effect of the change..
In Looks...
she starved herself
just to be thin
in health..
she got hooked on bad habits
like drugs and alcohol..
In her behavior...
she sped when she drove..
and she lied constantly to everyone she cared about
she threw away her life
her days dragged on .. she wondered why ...
was she suffering??...
So...
that night..
when everyone in her house was asleep..
she took a knife...
and killed herself