I choose cold instead of warmth
I am undeserving of the warmth that is wanted to be felt
Even so, I'd probably melt....I am so cold..
Unable to warm up to anyone
I seclude myself into my dark room
of unending doom
starve myself to the bone
i wake up every mourning
and am all alone
its gettting easier to get used to
the fear,
the endless fear
and all of the shedded tears
day after day
year after year
no more pleasure
only pain
if only for once it could rain
then maybe i could be happy again