Bleed these feelings dry
Cast me out, Make me cry..
Once Again, you frustrated me
You engraved these troubles in my skin
Cursed at all I am within
These lines are wearing so thin..
I am sick of the person I have been
All these failures, How burdened shall I be?
How far will I go until I am able to see?
The Patterns, the mistakes, my behaviour
and all of my regrets,
getting myself drunk so i don't feel a thing..
Then I abuse myself so I Can be the king [or queen]
Life isnt worth this unbearable pain
All of the unending shame..
Crying myself to sleep each night, all alone..
Being ignored by the ignorant,
and defied by those who say they cared....