Am i still the one he wants?
Did he change his mind?
Did lonliness settle in
and make him unloyal?
Did he think I'd love him,
even if he were to cheat?
I didn't share my secrets,
to be burned in the end,
I shared them with him,
for he was the one i loved,
my one true friend,
Am I really undeserving?
Is love really that unfair?
I am finding living harder to care
Sorry if tomorrow i am not there..
Give me the deadly poison,
help me quickly ease the pain,
Even if the road I choose is in vain