These words you say,
they sting my heart,
because of all your yelling,
I am falling apart,
tears well up behind my eyes,
but i do not let them fall,
i can't let you see my tears,
I can't let you see my fears,
It would be weakness in your eyes,
you never knew my feelings,
how I felt worthless,
like a mistake,
You didn't know that i wondered why i bothered to try,
never did you know I just wanted to die,
You never knew the truth,
Never did you care for my happiness,
you were oblivious to all the lies,
I tried to show you so many times,
but you just shut me out,
So now I see no point,
Just would hear more yelling,
So I just close my eyes and try to forget,
knowing in the end i may be hit with regret