I backed myself into this corner,
watching myself die,
a thousand times,
i heard the foolish things i said,
" I love you to death,"
"You're my whole life,"
How could I let myself become a victim in my own game?
I didn't see the signs of my horrible destruction,
I try to cry but my eyes won't let a single tear fall,
all of my emotions are tearing me apart,
Hatred; confusion,
Love; Mere Illusion?
I am strung by the string attached to an inner motion,
Stung to my death by a deadly potion,
My inner self won't let me be,
I want to escape myself,
I want to flee,
Dying would merely be a gift to you,
You'd only find joy in it,
So I will just seclude myself into the corner that I am backed into...~