Confused

I cannot find the words

to describe how i feel inside

somehow i wish i could hide

but these feelings I succumb to

are just way too strong

and there were all the nights i have cried..

and i wonder now...

am I able to move on,

even after i have loved you for so long?

I'm so cold

and numb inside

like a part of myself has died

thoughts wrap around

inside of my head

am i able to move on?

I have loved you for so long

Its like I am going insane

like something is taking over my brain

i know life will never be the same

constantly heeding to the pain

It is such a shame

I am not able to move on..

I have loved you for way too long

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