Effortless

I'm cutting myself again

don't want you to see where I have been

I'm holding the pills in my cold, dead hand

Just wishing for the end

Wanting so much to no longer pretend

Shaking uncontrollably

All the feelings running through my head

Quicker than I have time to react

Everything piling on top of each other

I am pushed too far

Wishing for once that things would be okay

That I didnt wish my life away

I am losing the battle now,

I need you the most

But trying to go on

Just seems so effortless

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