what is this heart worth
why does it always hurt
every day the same old pain
Looking towards the sky
praying for rain
Living in an endless hell
Feels like I am stuck in a shell
Trying to gnaw my way out
What is this life all about
My heart keeps on breaking
More with every taking
My hands holding the pills are shaking
The gun is pointing to my head
pull the trigger please
I'd rather be dead..