Sorrowful awaking and horrendous nights.
I close my eyes and clench the covers tight.
Tears roll down my warm and fevered cheeks....
I can't get out of my head those deadly shrieks.
Fear overpowring the thoughts in my mind.
I look for answers to my questions
but only confusion and mystery am I able to find.
Wanting to be bound by happiness and love...
only to find I am bound by the shackles of a dubious dove.