Its taken so much,
To get here from where I was
and I don’t want to lose what I’ve gained
and forget what I learned
but something is not working,
Something needs to change
and I am not sure what that is
I just know there is something that seems to be missing
Hope for the future is not a glimmering light
Its sitting way in the back of my mind,
Dimly lit.
I don’t know where to go from here.
I don’t know what to do.
I’d like to be free from these chains,
The ones that hold me down.
I need an escape.
Some time away.