I had befriended you,
In my time of despair,
When I needed comfort
You were there, no questions,
and better yet no answers
But now you will not leave
and I can’t let you go
You took all of me that used to believe
and now I’m all alone
I never would have taken that walk with you,
If I would have known that you’d leave me empty
I feel nothing inside
I’d give anything to feel normal again
That would make me feel happy,
To wake up and not long to sleep hours on end
I wish that one day I could feel like, “me”
I want to be free from you,
Free from you at last
I know what they say,
The past is the past,
Live in the moment now,
It is all that is left
but I am still not free
I still am not who I want to be