Got caught in the middle of this game
Wondering who out there is to blame
How could I get so mixed up in my thoughts
I wonder who I am, I ponder what I am not
I know I am a mess.
Tripped up with lots of insecurities
I have a darker side to me
I will probably not smile...Because I am not happy
Can I trust you with my heart
That I am not very sure
I am a disaster waiting to happen
My heart will go back on the shelf till I can find the cure
I know I am the sign of imperfection
I am infact a bit insane
I like to hide behind my addictions
You will probably never see my Pain.
I thought things would change for once
That perhaps the tides my change
Thought maybe we had a chance
but I keep getting these looks like I am strange
What am I to you?
Am I just a big fool
Losing my best friend...say goodbye
If I lost my best friend..I would just lay down and die
My Hands now are shaking
My heart inside continues breaking
I wanted you to know me, to love me
I wanted to break through the chains
No words left, just my song...
Take the strings and strum along
Notes so lonely so solemn and dark
Hoping that love for you one day will spark