Deafening silence is all around
on this solemn midnight
Such a moonless dark
No stars hanging high
Spreading sorrow and lies
As all the hate is being found
By the shackles I am bound
Crimson tears fall down my fevered cheeks
Awakening at midnight from all the nightmares
Chasing me in my sleep
Heart beating rapidly through all of the pain
Can I be freed from the chains?
Cannot find a reason to go on breathing
Arms outstreched
Longing for someone to fill them,
To show me I am no longer alone
To take me in and heal this heart that is slowly not beating
To take me to a real home
Your around me, but why are you not by my side
Are you ashamed of me, is that the reason you hide
Am I really that hideous
An ugly disgrace smothering my own being
Days go by and I become more alone
More broken and cold to the bone
Dying inside by know it is too late for salvation
My spirit is too frost- bitten to be able to survive
There is nothing more inside that can be given
Screaming lies...
Screaming my love for you
Arms wide open waiting for that one embrace
The delicate touch of the one I love, that one special grace
But when will I feel it
How long do I have to wait
I will go on bleeding till that day
You won't hear my painful cries
So I will keep on trying to survive
Praying all the while that I don't die