There is a point where you just breakdown
You are so tired of the crying,
So annoyed by the tears
The guilt eats at your soul
Shaking full of fears
You just want to be normal
To wear a smile that is real
Instead of painting on dark dramatic lines
Telling the world to stay an arms length away at all times
Oh, what you wouldn't give to be full of joy for a day
Feel what it is like to be wanted,
Know what is like to feel alive
Instead of answering the call of your addictions
Digging yourself a deeper grave
What does walking through the world,
Feeling alive,
Feel like?
That is just one of the many things
I would like to know